Random things

Here are all my current thoughts, dumped in one central location.

Picked up mom's death certificates.  Also called her phone to hear her voice on her voicemail message.  Did all of this right before work, which resulted in hiding in the bathroom and crying repeatedly.  Note to self- save this kind of behavior for a non-work day.

Also... I can never, ever listen to this. Never again.

I tried to call her yesterday to tell her something.  Literally dialed 9 of the 10 numbers before I realized what I was doing.

Last week was a long week.  An emergency room visit with my uncle.  An emergency room visit with my husband.  Then my husband being sick all week, I worked basically Wed-Sat nights, and then we had a big cleaning day at work so I was there for most of Sunday.  I barely saw the kids, barely saw the husband. Didn't get anything done around the house, didn't get the grocery shopping done or my workouts done over the weekend.  It was a total disaster.

I'm ready for a new week.  Ready to spend the first part of the day at the pool with my older boys.  I promised them on Mondays in the summer, we'd send Drew to daycare for the first part of the day (he needs to nap anyway) and we would have some pool time.   After that, I have to some how squeeze 15 loads of laundry, cleaning my bathroom, grocery shopping and cooking dinner into the rest of the day.

And now I have to get started.  I need to get my workout in, the dreaded p90x.  If  I have some spectacular results, I might share them with you.  I took all my measurements first, and a terrible "before" pic.  Wish me luck!